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haha.. he called him a nympho. thats funny. im sooo depressed.....

 

don't be flattered, I called thxone a nymph. You're WAY to young to be a nymph

 

im not depressed anymore.. i was cuase my car troubles. but i got a new idear now. so im happy.

 

I think I have found less than 72 different women really attractive... I'm picky and its not just about looks.

anyway, I'm off to ***** it up tonight... more DnB (after i swap alternators on my Z)

 

u kno for a hoe as big as u, u sure have problems with lettin chicks go tsk tsk

 

WTF...guess what, I just got yet another call out of the blue...from her. She ask me if I wanted to go to a bar with her and dig this, my sister and Harris...yes the two she cheated on me with.

Do I have "kick me in the sac" on my forehead????

 

DONT ANSWER THE FARKING PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ARRRRRGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

 

I have to answer the phone...that would be rude to not answer. My problem is...do I go and play the cool roll in hopes of getting her here so I can "Dirty Pirate" her or just hang here by myself?.......I think we all know what I am gonna do.....

 

rude?? RUDE?????? SHE CHEATED ON YOU!!!! WITH YOUR SISTER!!!!!! there is no more rude for her.

 

is thx still going on about the loser chik?????the one who stole his heart and sh** down his neck????has he learned yet?????

tune in tomorrow for more of..........
as zdriver churns.................

 

wait wait wait... thxone... we will allow you one more fun go with her... but only if you dirty sanchez her. and video tape it for all us to laugh at... just black bar out yer wiener. lol

 

No, I have not learned yet...I left my house around 9pm this evening and met my sister, her boyfriend and yes, Cassidie too. We chilled at the one bar for a little while and did some Karaoke then a slow song came on and my sister and her boyfriend started slow dancing, Cassidie grabbed me and pulled me out on the floor....I swear that song must have been a half our long. She had her head on my neck area for a bit then she put her hand on my chest and looked up at me and said why is your heart beating so fast? I couldn't say anything, I just stared at her....I squeezed her a little tighter and we just looked in each others eyes for a bit and at that point she was holding my hand pretty tight.

We left that bar and went to my moms bar but my sister and her boyfriend ditched us and we ended up hanging out for a while. We laughed and had fun and it felt good...then Wes showed up and she wanted to leave, I was cool with that. I took her back to my sisters house where her car was and we sat in the truck for a bit just talking. She said a few things about when we dated and how it ended. She told me how bad she felt after she had time to think about it after her and Wes stopped being together. She was telling me of the guys she has tried to date after me they all acted the same way and treated her the same way, badly, something I didn't do because she said she knows now that I am not like all guys when I date someone, I treat them right and I don't lie to them. I told her when I date someone exclusively they deserve to be treated right and that's just how I am and I told her that in the beginning but she thought it was just a line. I didn't tell her that of most of the women I have dated she treated me the same as most of them.

Anyway we talked for a bit and she said those three words that for some reason makes me sink into a black hole when I hear her say them "I love you" well actually she said I still love you Mike. I told her I am glad we are still friends after all of this (trying to change the subject), she said, me too and she planted one on me. I wanted to resist but alas she makes me weak. When she was done I told her I think I should go ahead and go. We parted ways and here I am. Feeling confused, happy, sad and mad all at the same time....I think you guys were right, the only way to be done with this is to move away....far away. But we all know at this point there is no way I am going to let myself say goodbye to her, I want to but it isn't going to happen, I am far to weak when it comes to her and I can't explain why. Time heals all wounds? I don't know but it didn't feel weird in the sense that I was mad around her, I wasn't but it felt..I don't know, I felt something. It didn't help that she kept smiling at me the way she did when we first got together.

Am I still in love? I know the 3 chicks I have been seeing have not so much as brought out an emotion of caring at all...but tonight...I felt something dammit and I know I can't, it would just end up the same way as before because she can't let go of her partying, lesbianism and drinking and just let me love her. I think I will just have some Spaghetti O's and call it a night. This is just too much right now. Peace and Chicken Grease!!!! I am out!

 

dude... just move out of mommies house to chi-town get a cool job and help me work on my Z.... i need a Z buddy all i have is DSM buddies....

 

dude this is the best episode yet (movie anouncer voice) will mike finally give in to casside and marry her or will he get her in the sack one last time for happy fun sexy party that ends with a dirty sanchez tune in next week for this exciting conclusion!!!

 

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MIKEY
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WTF, buddy?????????we do not wanna lose you to .................
so---when is the wedding--we have to have it somewhere all of us are able to attend..........
no phuquen white ----only the flowers--she is not allowed nor are you to wear virgin colors-----hehehe-----
but we will ALL be there to heckle you down the aisle, mon.............


DARREL
DARREL
DARREL
valentines day wedding------everyone inviteed-------you guessed rite, darrel----------we knew it!!!!!!!!!
stay tuned tomorrow for MORE-----

as the zdriver churns...........(soap opera music very loud----)

so now ya gotta find a best man and flowers and all that sappy stuff, mon----we hate ta see ya fall.............
but it is so much fun to watch................

 

wait... lesbian? I must have missed that from one of the previous episodes! good for you... straighten her out

 

Yes, lesbianism....thats is most of the problem, it is one of the few things she lied to me about. She does like women more than men. The drinking is second on the list....if she slowed down on that stuff things wouldn't be so bad. I can put up with or accept some things to a point if they are up front in the beginning. At least my head is a little more clear today except for this sinus headache.

I did get a call today from one of the chicks I am seeing and she was pissed at me because I didn't go over to her house last night...I told her that I was going out with my sister her boyfriend and my ex last night and she said when you get done why don't you stop by...I told her we will see. I didn't go to her house as you all know. We argued for a bit on the phone today and she said well maybe we shouldn't be boyfriend and girlfriend...I had to stop her and tell her, like I did when we got together, that I didn't want a girlfriend and arguments like this one is why I didn't want a girlfriend, partly because they get possessive so I said you knew that so I don't think I will be calling you because I am not doing this anymore. She flipped a 180 and was like I'm sorry I just thought you were coming over last night, I am not trying to tell you what to do, I just wanted to see you that's all. I told her that was fine but getting mad because I didn't come over is just silly, we both have things we want to do and we should be able to do them without "getting in trouble".

We ended the call on a good note and I will probably call her later. I am just waiting for the other two to act up, then the soap opera will be complete...I think I need to slow down...maybe just pick one out of the three and stick with that, I don't think I could deal with all three if they all went crazy at the same time.

 

Now you're thinking like Bleach! I've had no more than 2 to choose at any one time though, but I'm so picky I will often narrow the two down to zero very quickly. I dont like having multiple women. Usually one is obviously better than the other and I just focus on that one.

 

ya know he's going to pick the fourth one.

 

LoL....................................

 

1/4/2007 7: 46:37 PM Mike You know, I haven't even talked to him in a long time and I don't know why more drama is being brought up...if you want to believe what he said is true go ahead...have I said that he has talked crap, no. At this point he can kiss my ***...maybe he was mad that he saw us hangin out and doesn't want you to talk to me. But I was done with all that crap...maybe he should just not bring my name up.
1/4/2007 7:51:11 PM CASSIDIE i am talking about what u 2 talked about that day,about u taking the test and some other ****,he said that u said how about u and him coming over to my house and u both ****ing me,and that i was a hoe who wanted to have sex for hours and hours and u couldn't just like do it on the spot
1/4/2007 7:51:38 PM CASSIDIE i dont want to fight,its just the things u too say is making me real mad
1/4/2007 7:52:28 PM Mike It doesn't matter what I say, for some reason you want to believe what he is saying is true.
1/4/2007 7:52:57 PM CASSIDIE and i know he is telling the truth because u told him u had sex with me in the *** and only u and i would know that,i never did with him he never even asked me to,so i know its true
1/4/2007 7:52:58 PM Mike He is acting like a damn jealous teenager and for what.
1/4/2007 7:54:14 PM Mike Well see, I heard different from him, he said you wanted to and that you said well it works for Amanda....but I don't want to fight over things I have not said...believe him if you want.
1/4/2007 7:54:48 PM CASSIDIE well if he knows about us doing that u must have told him right
1/4/2007 7:55:38 PM Mike About that, yes, I brought it up but I did not say we should go and **** her she is a ho....when did I ever give you the impression that I ever wanted to share you?
1/4/2007 7: 55:59 PM CASSIDIE never
1/4/2007 7: 56:05 PM Mike exactly
1/4/2007 7:56:21 PM CASSIDIE this is ****ed up
1/4/2007 7:57:15 PM Mike I have nothing to gain or lose by making up **** or lying to you Cass...for some reason he wants to start crap, even still apparently.
1/4/2007 7: 58:16 PM CASSIDIE well then u and him need to get ur stories straight i'm messing around with this messed up **** anymore
1/4/2007 7: 58:36 PM Mike I don't even talk to him, that's what I am saying
1/4/2007 7:59:02 PM CASSIDIE i ment when u had the nerve to go to his house and start **** like u did
1/4/2007 7:59:03 PM Mike All I have done is try to be a nice guy
1/4/2007 7:59:15 PM Mike What, when you were there
1/4/2007 7:59:43 PM CASSIDIE no when u went on ur break a long time ago
1/4/2007 8:00:23 PM Mike Oh, I didn't start anything with him, we actually were civil and talked for a while...nothing was started with us
1/4/2007 8:01:11 PM CASSIDIE i know just the **** u to were talking about me....giving away some kinda ****ed up **** like aids or whatever
1/4/2007 8:01:15 PM Mike In fact that was the last conversation we had other than me telling him everything was ok
1/4/2007 8:02:00 PM CASSIDIE fine
1/4/2007 8:02:00 PM Mike He was in the dark at first also about that, remember I was still mad about stuff, but I got over it after we talked and nothing else came of it
1/4/2007 8:02:16 PM Mike after you and I talked I mean
1/4/2007 8:04:21 PM Mike When you and I talked I wasn't mad anymore and I came clean with You, him and Amanda and Harris.
1/4/2007 8:05:09 PM Mike I thought all of that was done with Cass, why would it be getting started up again?

1/4/2007 8:15:56 PM Mike Ok, you got quiet, but this is the way I see it. He is taking part of our conversation and adding his own twist in hopes of making you mad at me, which seems to have worked, so he can make himself look better for whatever reason, maybe he thinks if he looks like the better man you will want to sleep with him again. But he seems to be good at making you mad at me.

1/4/2007 8:20:14 PM Mike I am sorry I talked to him at all, if I would have known he would have grown a vagina and started talking **** I wouldn't have even bothered. So I guess you choose to believe him and are going to be angry with me, if that is easier for you then I guess do what you have to. I think it sucks but what can I do...I am not gonna argue about it because it won't solve anything.

Man, and I thought last night was goin ok....apparently he called her after we both parted last night...or she went to see him. WTF, we aren't even together and I am getting in trouble....I tried to get her to send me his number but I got no response. So I called my sister and she said he doesn't have a phone. I hope he is smart enough to stay clear of me from now on.

 

lmfao